Here and now, there is no going back

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Wed, 30 May 2012 06:06:41 -0400

love

Tue, 08 May 2012 17:17:19 -0400

There is something about love. Whether it’s the mystery of how it feels or knowing that one day you’ll find that one guy who you will truly love and he will feel the same. I’ve grown up around a generation who want to grow up and be doctors or become movie stars. But I’ve always just wanted to be a wife with children. It’s not the normal thing to want, but the excitement of how amazing life will be to not have to worry about being alone forever, not having to impress people, not having to care if the guy you like doesn’t like you back. Because you’ll have him. I’ll be one step closer to my life dream and I’ll be happy. I understand that there is always the chance that you won’t find it. But I’d do anything to just be in love. I don’t want to be in love now. I want to be in love in the future. I don’t want love to be planned, I don’t want it to be sudden. I want it to grow. I want it to be a rush of excitement every time something new happens. I’m fed up of seeing people fall in love at a young age. Yes, I’ve thought I was in love. I thought that some guys really were the answer but it’s never gone well. They’ve always just wanted sex, but that’s not what it’s about. I can grow up and tell my kids about my childhood because I haven’t done anything to hide. People need to start thinking about what they’re doing. If you give your virginity to a girl who you think you’re in love with what are you going to do when your future partner asks you about it, what are you going to be able to share with that person that you haven’t shared with anyone else?

I get attached to people easily.

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 17:21:59 -0400

And it sucks, because they always leave me. No matter what. I guess I’m just that easy to walk away from & forget. It’s okay though, I’m used to it. But just because I’m used to it, doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt everytime.

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 12:24:27 -0400

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Sat, 17 Mar 2012 20:56:53 -0400

We will never actually be together forever…

Thu, 12 Jan 2012 18:20:17 -0500

We will never actually be together forever…

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Tue, 27 Dec 2011 18:58:01 -0500

who knows

Tue, 27 Dec 2011 18:41:29 -0500

I’m starting to see things in a different way. In august my boyfriend at the time cheated on me. The relationship ended. For the longest time I wanted him back, I missed him. But he moved on what seemed like days and he was doing all sorts with other girls. It may just be my mind thinking things differently but.. it’s as if he cheated on me as an easy way out? He didn’t want to be with me.. Like.. it would be different if he was sorry and still wanted to be with me. But he got on with his life as if nothing had happened.. Who knows.. maybe he didn’t actually cheat on me and just needed an easy way out

don't tell me things i already know

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Thu, 22 Sep 2011 10:56:52 -0400

tomorrow's agenda;

Sun, 18 Sep 2011 17:09:58 -0400

Wake up
Wash hair
Get ready for school
Music
Re-visit Drama work
Reg/Break
Drama
Lunch
IT
Walk home
Do any work needed
Gym

I seem to be one of the few people who value sex these days

Sun, 18 Sep 2011 13:27:24 -0400

loseyourpride: Where 197/365 by carE. on Flickr.

Mon, 12 Sep 2011 18:46:57 -0400

loseyourpride:

Where 197/365 by carE. on Flickr.

I could make a list of the people who have made me the way I am today, and none of them are positive.

Mon, 12 Sep 2011 17:52:16 -0400

wishes

Mon, 12 Sep 2011 16:22:12 -0400

I wish I was smart

I wish I was thinner

I wish I have the confidence to talk to people I didn’t know well

I wish I didn’t have such a strange personality

I wish that I was more academic

I wish that I had a better out look on life

I wish that I would be able to achieve the goals I set myself.

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Wed, 31 Aug 2011 18:52:05 -0400

life really is for living isnt it? So why is it I sit in my bed every evening worrying about things...

Wed, 31 Aug 2011 18:46:32 -0400

life really is for living isnt it? So why is it I sit in my bed every evening worrying about things I haven’t even done